AMUSE ME IF YOU CAN
LET'S BE FRIENDS!
THINGS I WANNA DO BEFORE I DIE
It seems to me that we’re not on the same page. Well, I’ve always thought we were, so in all that I do, in all my decisions, I put you first. Even if I had better choices, I let these opportunities go if taking them would mean a big adjustment on your part. I never want you to go through all those shit. I want things easy for you, even if that means I have to make the extra effort. But you’re not like that.
It’s really sad that you will take the first chance you get to do what you wish to do, even if that means leaving me. I told myself that if it’s in your heart, you owe it to yourself to try. It’s your life anyway. Nonetheless, it hurt my feelings to hear it coming from you. Why do I always have to be the one who gets left behind?
Maybe it really pays to be a little selfish sometimes. My bad for not knowing better.